In these Moments
Previous Excerpts of channelings with with Malachite, et.al.

January 2008
We are Traveler - WE welcome YOU in these moments as Travelers.... the consistent manifestation of change continues on your earthen experience, Humans. Try to localize your efforts with syncopation skills in the coming months as your planet undergoes the first of many stabilization efforts. These are meant to bring frequency shifts to alleviate internal planetary stress. These efforts may be seen as seismic activity, continued weather tensity and oceanic current changes. These will also alleviate the heightened solar flare activity of your Central Star. Increasing and correlating with this, will be Lunar Satellite adjustment, (Moon Wobble). This increasing affect will also effect Human Embodiment electrical activity, with intensity being noted in the Medulla center, which will anticipate through increased muscle tensity in the respective area. Humanoids, make sure you create activities that will ease muscle tensity in this area, thus assisting in releasing the body's electrical disturbance. This will continue for 2 - 3 weeks so be assertive in exercising your physical structures.
In preparation for further Global Economic tightening, be assertive in your Abundance Manifestation and Distributions. It is imperative to keep a conscious flow as this will magnetize more opportunity toward a balanced outcome. In this period, the next 3 - 4 months, concentrate your wisdom toward flowing your financial ability instead of playing off past incidence of hoarding, procrastination, or defiance which will only project fear upon this simple operation. It is fascinating watching how your Humanity as a whole, struggles with this regard. The key is to "flow" your prosperity, you label finances, as it ebbs and eddies naturally. Even those Consortiums that first came together to emancipate, are recognizing their limitations, which will be more obvious as evolution continues.
Your immediate Social Structure in the North Americas undergoes a reformation as well as the local proletariat, which enters into a last election as you know it. Beyond fear this is a time of local community and global change; the acknowledgment and releasing of imposed boundaries and borders which have been created between countries and continue to inspire separation anchors. If you are to survive as a species the Globalization Factor will be within your social strata, not your governing bodies.
These next measurements of time (years) will be watched with great focus by those who recognize the conscious effort to return your species to its sense of connection within itself.
We are as Travelers and so are You... We are with You

November 2007
Alright and welcome to these moments Soul, they call me Malachite. And so.... as with all things the journey physical is one of constant movement and change - the proclivities and verities that forever advance chaos into this splendid order; or, seeming non-order depending upon your species... an attempt at some cosmic humor! (as often reminded by the crystalline master Aronk).
Ah, beloveds... Welcome! Welcome, through the dream that awakens you to further sustain and attempt another moment of being here and now in the face of absurdity, emotional recklessness, elusive passions, and the absolute raw truth that your species has arrived. Yes... good news, indeed!
Where you ask? Here of course, duh! To this seemingly most confusing moment of wonder: can we hold on, can the planet hold on, are we going to survive?!
Oh my! With this part broken in parts, this bit in bits, this piece asking for peace... what to do.... i must pray, or prey, or...
BREATHE. Just breathe soul. You as a species are on the threshold of letting it all go. Some of your brothers and sisters are hanging on tightly to a vision of what it should, could, got to be or want it to be; and it is appropriate. Fears isolate and continue the belief of separation, but you know this, right.
Soon, soon soul. Breathe..... So what to do?
Be the witness of demonstration.
Live beyond your fears, stretch further every day. You know yourself, no? When you want to change something you see outside of yourself; you recognize where it exists inside yourself, right? Then simply embrace it with all your loving, like the child you have always been and will always be. Yes, soul there can be only one. You exist in an environ that dedicates itself to oneness.
Just pause and recognize you're still trying to survive.
Please share what you have created so far with all and everyone of your species, celebrate your accomplishments with your rituals, and acknowledge your one-ness through your religions and spirituality.
Easy does it with go forth and prosper, there's plenty of your species to go around now and you've prospered. Simply share...Unto this be true, as it is the demonstration of all living things. Look around human, look around... Share yourself.
Blessings upon you Soul! I am forever and watchful and i'll be watching you. Yes....

October 2007
* you may want to re-read the July 2007 installment of "In these Moments" on the Archives Page (link below). It still has relevance now*
Ah ha, and welcome once again to these moments... Yes, welcome Soul as you drift through the eye of the needle. No this isn't a sewing exposition and yet i'm sure you've felt like it's been a non stop circus of diligent performances that you've been starring in, from the sublime to the macabre; the sweet to the insatiable; the simple to the divine; the obvious to the labyrinth. Had enough? Ah ha ha ha! Were that you were such that could control chaos - you indeed are its dance partner! Hmm? Oh, you don't dance you say, or, you don't want to? Breathe Soul! Take a deep breath as this portal that humanity is moving through continues for a few more of your measured months. Please beloved, allow yourself specific times during the seeming mundanity of your day to connect - beyond mind, beyond body, to your source.
Whatever your practices, religiosity, exercises, meditations - we don't care - just do them! Create the space consciously, cognitively, and physically. There is no greater window that your species passes through and peaks energetically than these next few....
Now would be a good time to join my club - The F. I. Club. Now i know humans always wonder: you have a club? No - it's your club, it's freedom: Just say "fuck it!" Yes, say "fuck it" with a smile Soul; a smile with your arms open wide! This is about expansion beyond contraction. Speak the words that have become such a paradox in your language. You're a funny bunch: you use the two words to create derision and separation from the other, and simultaneously, it is referenced to an act of blissful intimacy between those that love. Oh my... you're a bunch indeed!
Maybe it is that which lives at the center of these physical changes wrought on all incarnate biologies... balancing the paradox!
Magnetic timing has it, the body must comply re-firing metabolic codes from deep with-in the geometry of atomic structure, Affecting and Effecting all and everything that you are. Yes Soul it's deep! So if you have aches, pains, physical maladies, where there once wasn't - breathe. Yes earth changes are happening to the "earth" in your humanoid form.
One more offering for you to create ease in the body:
stand upright if possible, have your arms raised shoulder height extended away from you to each side palms facing forward (body looks like a lower case 't'). Drop your shoulders, unlock the knees. Adjust to the position, and after a few minutes, move your arms forward extending in front, away from you (still at shoulder height; fingers pointing out); adjust to the position, and after a few minutes bend your arms only at the elbows and let the hands grasp the opposing hands wrist as in a handshake keeping the shoulder height level - drop the shoulders, unlock the knees. Adjust to the position, and after a few minutes, simply slide the hands from the "shake position" over the wrists so palm surfaces face palms. All body components keeping the same position, relax the shoulders, unlock the knees.
Are you breathing? You may experience shakes, rattles, electricity and the like - breathe.
After adjusting to this position for a few minutes, let your arms relax to normal then cup your palms and let your face mask be "held" by them. Lean the head forward and have the arms rest on your chest so there's support for the head and neck. Drop your shoulders, unlock the knees. Adjust to the position, and after a few minutes, drop your hands and arms to your side. Breathe.
That's all. Move slow and you may notice the transient energy in the body has calmed.
As all things exist in the center of Creatrix, so it is existing as you. May these moments find you godly and forever.
I am as all things... Yes! Blessings upon your soul - bye for now....

July 2007
Alright and welcome to these moments… Yes once again time for a simple greeting to all that you are.
Welcome Soul and here it is the further unfolding of the physical reality called your life. And how is it that you find yourself during all these activities human?
Beloved, now more than ever as the human species completes its’ conscious awakening of multi-dimensional connectivity during “routine” daily life, it would be wise to continue any and all activity that would allow you to simply embrace what is happening in your life with Ease.
Yes, Key word is ease.
More than ever the simplest situation, comment, looks, or word can be misread or misinterpreted. The proportion of stellar, cosmic, and earthly frequencies you are being bombarded with – literally – are overwhelming “and frying” your body’s circuits, along with your sensorial/intuitive and empathic channels. The body’s multi-faceted skeletal, electrical, and biological function is requiring a “system restart” allowing the Nadis, Chakras, and Hypothalamus to purge themselves. Even if you think, know, or would prefer to continue at your present pace, please Beloved: Pause! NOW! Let you systemic body restart…. This would be a perfect time to have a deep tissue massage, a Samadhi Isolation Tank experience, a day by a Waterfall, or a simple walk in the forest.
Give yourself this Moment. Yes?
Yes….No Place to go, no Thing to get, where You are is perfect… right here, right now. Breathe it in. Try it on.
See how Pausing feels, regardless of what belief might be shrieking at you in this moment! And, if some of the above suggestions are unavailable to you, try this:
Breathe In slowly and steadily – hold at your peak lung capacity. Tap the underside of your left wrist, tap the underside of your right wrist, tap your forehead at the pineal area, place your palms on the crown of you head and finally exhale completely. Pause.Try it again. That’s it. Yes… a moments worth of ease.
Before you know it, the energy around you will feel smoother and the body will begin to relax quickly, allowing your mentality to accept and embrace even more life….As all things are, acknowledge your self and the Creatrix moving through all things… with Ease.
Yes.... Blessings upon your Soul.
I am forever and watchful and I am watching you…

September 2006
And so Beloved, again we meet…
Here in the Human Experience is carved the niche of the Creatrix’s breath: by you, for you, with you, unto forever - a play unfolding - in this the Journey of Spirit made flesh.

Let us dialogue of your “choices” today; you believe you made some don’t you? What if it was said unto you there were no choices made....?
Belief makes choices, Minds react and Spirit watches.
What’s that look for beloved? Oh! You believe you made a choice today… indeed! I see… What made that choice: Desire or spontaneity?
Ah Ha ha ha… Breathing, Breathing! And more God is inhaled unto the vessel… Oh, do not be alarmed as when I speak of God, I speak of God “neither person place nor thing: God the Experience of no other...” Yes!
And where did you make those decisions you made today beloved? Eh? In your mind… Yes!
Yes…. It is appropriate to make decisions: for your entertainment, no more no less; anything else would be an interpretation of mind, rather than it’s spontaneity. Breathing… whoa! Breathing….
And, what say you if it would be said: “For a moment realise, you do not need to make decisions. Allow the awareness that you are a flowing organic manifestation feeling the guidance that flows through you and all things in these moments, moving you forward in this reality called life. No place to go, no-thing to get, no-thing to do other than be… here and now. Life is happening all around you and through you.”
Whoa! Breathing, Breathing…
Yes Beloved, allow the Spirit that is you to Be in the seat of your mind’s “decision making” and just watch the magic happen. In Out Up Down… When was the last time Nature made a decision - an amalgam of energetic magnetism that dances chaotic and free amidst its manifestation?

Wind blows, Rain falls, Trees bend.... and what of your mind?
Allow the breath of the invisible to rise with-in you and follow your Spirit without hesitation….
Whoa! Breathing, yes!
I am forever watchful and I am watching you…. unto forever. Yes, Be Godly.

July 2006
Human Matrix with Ah Ra Onk
From the gates and days of Orion, I/We are Ah Ra Onk,with a message. The message is this: There has often time been spoken of ancient days called Atlantis.
Atlantis was an amalgam, a procreated space, where advancement and technological essence could be examined and forthwith produced in physical stasis.  Its’ technology is not comparable to that of your planet in these days, because a lot of the technology was simply: mind. Recognize, this is why there is still such interest in such a place as Atlantis because truly, you are not held to your architectural designs: the belief of needing a telephone, needing a vehicle, needing a computer, etc.
It was, of course, a different space, not as where you are in these moments. It is not what you are in these moments.
Atlantis is rising again….
It will make itself known over the next three to seven years. The oceans on your planet hold the key to understanding your consciousness and therein the process of exponential awareness.  Electrochemical.
Once you grasp the understanding of electrochemical, you have grasped much of what you call the gravity of the situation. Go swim in the waters, it will help your bodies during the transition.  Go to the waters edge, swim in the waters and let your bodies be thrown by the current.  Don’t fight it; just go with it, for it will make the transition easier…. Thanking you for your attention, humans. Journey well. I/We are Ah Ra Onk.

May 2006
From the gates and days of Orion, I/We are Ah Ra Onk, We would speak of the Holo-Dynamics of Thought... based on the Crystalline Light Force Imagery Energy, taken from a space called Atlantis.
Thought. Consider it has six sides and one point; six foundations which raise spires that come to a point; a head, where manifestation arcs and electromagnetic fields spark from the tip. That’s how Thought happens. It literally holds cellular energy. If one were to sit with their thoughts prior to speaking and really be less spontaneous and more adamant and focused, electrically it would mesmerize the populace. Things would change.
Mostly, human beings read a thought, like it might be rehearsed, as in a speech. Often times, the greatest moments are when they pause and new thought happens. So, the six sides are a foundation. Three of them are in the physical world and three of them are not. Three of them are: Cognizance, (the ability to promulgate thought); Filament (of a thought); and the third is Presence, (of mind). These three condition a Thought physically. The other three foundations that magnify or manifest Thought, (which are bonded unto forever with the physical three), are: Essence, Parallel Reality and Significance.
The first three and the second three come together as six. The six create a spinning vibration and the spinning vibration creates an electromagnetic field and magnetism. The signification is in the non-physical and ethereal part of Thought, which brings it weight; its density to manifest is connected by the three physical aspects of Thought.
Simply stated, a thought is a logarithmic process that expands and contracts. What does it expand and contract could be the question? The answer is, the veil. (Breathe! And it will set you free). From the One to no other, from the one side to the other side, the one thing in common is thought; it must pass through (the veil).
By the way, a misfired thought is not a misaligned thought. A misfired thought is one that was not balanced: equally weighted between the polarity of physical and non-physical.
This is what takes place as Thought inspires… the balancing of polarity.
And to help with this, a simple “reminder,” from the journey of The Council of Seven of Thirteen, (a gift from the Orion space)....
Simply, for yourself, gather seven crystalline forms, Clear Quartz, single points, all the same size and shape. They do not have to be large; yet, a bit larger than the second group of thirteen, (single points, Clear Quartz), that you will acquire. (The thirteen crystals will be smaller than the seven).
Take and place some form, stepstool or chair, wherever you choose and take the seven crystals. Arrange them equally distanced in a circular pattern, all points pointing in toward the seat. Now, take the thirteen, smaller points, and have them pointing in the opposite direction of the seven, in an outer ring, (outside of the seven), facing outward. Once you have done this, there is going to be a large two-ring circle with your seat in the center. (By the way, the crystals are laying flat on the horizontal plane of your Earth). Entities, place yourself in the seat.
Visualize, for that is what the times you find yourselves in require: Visualization.
Allow yourself many moments to sit in the seat if you have never done this before. Look around you. Pause; look around upon the floor at your crystalline forms. One circle, seven large crystals, pointing in, and a second ring, pointing away from you, smaller crystals, clear of quartz.
Now, close your eyes and see (visualize) the seven (crystal circle) spinning counter-clockwise; like a halo coming from above you, to below toward the Earth. And, simultaneously, see (visualize) the thirteen (crystal circle), in a clockwise spin, coming from the center of the Earth rising above you and meeting on the same plane as the seven.
Keep this visualization spinning, seven of the thirteen, spinning until it is that you might feel: maybe perspiration, maybe uneasiness - uncomfortable feelings in your solar plexus, or beginnings of a headache. Maybe you don’t feel anything and it’s beginning to be boring to your consciousness. On an in-breath, rapidly breath in, sucking these two, counter and clockwise spinning spirals, (circles), whatever you want to call them - suck them into your body, and just sit in the seat for a moment longer. Now open your eyes.
That is enough for today, of sitting in your seat. And, once again, whether you are aware of it or not, the more you sit, (not more than once a day if this is something you don’t often do), with silicon based frequencies, the more ascension (spontaneous Thought beyond the veil) can take place….
A simple remembrance from days gone by (Atlantis)… A remembrance to once a day, (if you are drawn so), be in to the silicon base. It’s interesting that your world is going toward silicon again… fascinating times…. Thanking you for your attention, humans. Journey well. I/We are Ah Ra Onk.

FEBRUARY 2006
Alright and Welcome to you Beloveds, in these moments.
And here it is another year in your linear protraction of time. I am sure many of you still subscribe to making resolutions....
May you follow your Spirit without Hesitation and find yourself manifesting what it is that excites you, consciously embracing that which seemingly does not. Indeed beloveds, here you are in 2006, a year where you will see continued Governmental (political), Resource (natural), and Environmental (weather) changes. Truly, these changes can be prepared for, by listening to the signs and information given, following in a way that serves your greatest potential.
May you continue to consider: You know Nothing, allowing for greater emptiness and the opportunity to be filled with Awareness.
May you have the courage to embark in the unknown territory of following your Spirit without Hesitation in these times. Obviously this will involve risking your attachments, beliefs, and securities to what you know and have called true and correct. Belief systems that have served there purposes – to get you to these moments. To follow such now will increase further polarization and separation. Let go and step into the unknown available and resilient, as the afore mentioned changes unfurl. I offer this to your minds as a variant for your future self, present right now, to realize the relationships you have been existing upon are no longer supportive as you are changing the very basis of survival as a species – moving from polarization to malleability. Beloveds, simply consider.
May this be a year in which you personally realize the commodity you are and create new ways in your daily regimen to enhance and proliferate such awareness. You are moving forward faster than you can integrate sometimes and it has catalyzing effects. Breathe, Souls, Breathe! Beyond the daily ingestion of your high-speed techno driven reality, this physical experience pushes you harder faster quicker... Please, if this statement is all you would coalesce, please take this in:
“God god I am god I am the god that is” (neither person, place, nor thing, the reflection of no other).
Beyond deification, you are Creatrix; Source re-sourcing itself as You in these moments.
Breathe Soul, and embrace that which is happening, beyond the human awareness, embrace the Spirit you are; no place to go, no thing to get, where you are is perfect! And, indeed Beloveds, your mortal lives will change instantly no matter who, what, where, or how you exist. All comparison, separation, and isolation illusions fall away, now.
Extend your left hand, palm up, in front of you, and tap your wrist bone 3 times with your right hand. Then immediately, do the same with your right hand. When finished clasp your palms together, inhale a focused breathe – pause – exhale in a focused manner. Immediately, close your eyes and in unison look left for a 5 second count, then, look right for a 5 second count. Move your closed eyes in this manner 2 more times. Pause. Open your eyes! Yes....
Be this and More, for it is your New Year....

SEPTEMBER 2005
"Winds of the Universe" speak:
It is beautiful, our experience of you, as you allow yourselves to confront issues that have plagued the consideration of human beings for tens of thousands of years: Separation and Belief.
One of the most difficult things of the human experience in physical form is the integration of what is happening beyond the consternation of belief and sensorial attitudes, which are always promulgated by physical experience.
You long for the disintegration of separation and the touch of permeation, of envelopment, of passing through. Indeed, human anatomical structure and the experience of being physical are simply a “passing through,” where, the threshold of containment for belief, boundaries, and understanding is oblique at best.
You are Beautiful. It is quite amazing to watch your selfless struggles to comprehend and understand. Might you consider there is nothing to understand; nothing to re create? Probably most difficult, is hearing about, while embracing, separation from hierarchal states of consciousness, which causes dismay in the human condition.
We are a mixture of many things in this moment just like you. Have you heard our words? Does this have some comprehension within you?
Recognize the first step of integration beyond separation is the Procreation of Comfort. And, comfort in the human condition is a sensorial experience, yet, the truth of comfort is simply Allowing. It is in Archetypal Design where this conflict naturally occurs. If comfort cannot be apprehended in the present experience then Survival becomes a high degree of focus. Being learned in these times for humanity is survival, and, what takes place in this mode of archetypal design.
The greatest Education can be to find comfort as the water is rising... Oh, it is uncomfortable at best, because the human condition goes into survival when the water is rising…. Best to remember the greatest life preserver is the Preservation of Awareness. And as everyone is spending the energy trying to grab something to float, one would try to remember that the body is a flotation device… naturally. Debris and fallout are what is being embraced in these times, so, much courage and much honor.
It is not to judge those that increase or keep separation awareness alive, it is to acknowledge and realize what they will be learning….

APRIL 2005
"Malachite" speaks:
The Question “Why?” is actually a very deep question. If you simply look at the linguistics, it`s the second to the last of your Anglo-Saxon alphabet.
A fascinating question indeed, it shows the duality of the human expression - the human mind. And even in its symbology, the ‘Y’, where the two become as one, the two, from above, pointing with their commerce connecting in the very mid-section - mid-heaven, and then manifestation of the one, below. Very fascinating.
The ‘why’ always points to you. It does, if you’ve ever considered… the ‘Y’ is always pointing to ‘U’. Where is ‘U’ in your alphabet? U, V, W, X, Y, Z. Isn’t that interesting, if one could ever just look at the symbology. ‘U’, ’V’, and the double ‘U’, ‘X’, whoa! And then, ‘Y’! And then, of course, there comes ‘Z’. The parallel paths connected by a diagonal bar. Going from the right to the left, from above to below.
Indeed, these are the times of the emancipation of the ‘Y’; where no longer does the “why” need. If you take the ‘Y’ apart - the three little bars – reconnecting, they become a ‘Z’ really quickly. Here’s a true Zen Reality: ‘why’ is a neither question nor statement as it always leads to ‘you’.
In these days that you find yourselves manifest in, moreover, it is not a question of ‘why this is happening?’ but, ‘where do you fit?’ Where does the ‘you’ fit? These are days of the big picture embracing it’s little self: Beyond mind, beyond body… beyond conflict. You know, there is a lot of conflict in ‘Y’. Right at the fulcrum point, where that ‘V’ connects the left and the right intersect; then point straight down. And the stand has to carry the weight of both sides.
Curious… minds! You’re your own worst enemy, and yet, balance is coming. If one could see the absolute mystery of how ‘Y’s always balance! You don’t see a ‘Y’ tipping over, because at the fulcrum point, when the ‘V’ is connecting, the energy is dispersed and grounded. ‘Why?’ It’s why I’ve often said, ‘why not?’ You, humans, in your most beautiful moment, do you realize you never ask: ‘why’? When enraptured and merged, filled with bliss, honor and love, you’re not asking, ‘why?’ You will never find a poet saying, ‘why do I feel this way?’ They just speak reams of the experience.
Yes, maybe ‘Y’ is the brush that Creatrix uses to import such magic and madness into your realm… such beautiful times, indeed. Embrace the ‘U’ that you all are. It’s wonderful if you look at that lettering (of the U), it starts from one side, whichever you choose and they juxtapose. They swoop down, cup and bring it right back to where it started. Different position, it’s not like the ‘O’, circular and forever. It is the ‘U’, filled with experience. May you always have surrender when noticing Why (Y) is just You (U).
Indeed ‘Why’ is an appropriate question. It allows the self to see itself reflected in all things. At the same point, one must be allowing, so that they don’t literally tear away the fulcrum and create separation. You are all well cared for beloveds, whether you are aware of it or not. There is a movement and a journey that is enriching all and everything.
Yes, You are such a fragile species, moving through the wilds of manifestation. Journey well indeed.

DECEMBER 2004
"Malachite" speaks:
Unto these moments be True
Still
True
Still True.
Where am I to go? What am I to do? How am I to be? What am I? These are the seeming questions that come into the consciousness of awareness in a physicalized reality.
Beyond mind, beyond body… What are you? What am I?
“You are not separated. You are neither near nor far. You are here.”
Juxtaposing the question, you live between that and the answer. That which will laugh in these moments is that which is a member of my club: that which would laugh at itself in the mirror for simple entertainment; which looks at life as simply a journey with no beginning nor end. A ride, until the ride is complete.
What’s happening is the middle… like an Oreo cookie... Go for the inside.
You come to a still point and go: “ah… ooh”, caught in the disappearing moments and the appearing moments, dancing between the question and the answer. You live in an unexpected, dreamlike, beyond fantasy, reality whereby freedom is not something you coerce; not something that you demand. It is something you don’t even have or apprehend... It is something you are.
Out of those questions is the key to freedom… the willingness to speak them says that you are right here, without beginning nor end. You are nowhere. So, to those of you that sometimes get stuck on those preliminary questions, remember the words: I am.
I Am Forever and Watchful… and so are You. Be godly

OCTOBER 2004
"Malachite" speaks:
What if Creatrix, in all of its chaos and witness, offered itself a space, a place to be; where all and everything is available and is happening. It could offer: eyes to see; ears to hear; a mouth to take in and to express; a body as a forum to have movement & play, and exorcise its strength; a mind that could have awareness and purpose. What if this place was here? And you, who have eyes to see, ears to hear, the ability to touch, taste and smell, could create anything in any moment? What if there was no "what if" and it was true?
"As above so below", the ancient scripted words...
Indulge yourselves in these times. Notice what you create. And remember, you are of a lineage, the journey always changing. It's full of chaos and bliss. It may look like madness, and, it's simply Creatrix, in the creation format.
In these times you find yourself manifest in, You are Welcomed, Welcomed Here! But, what are you? Are you the sum of your creation? Are you the sum of the whole?
You are The All That Is. You are physics in motion. You are Creatrix. What will you create now?
Are you creating, or, are you just spinning? It is appropriate, whatever you're being, however you find yourself, wherever you're going, whatever your doing; whatever.
If you are aware, then this is simply The Play... the sensorial expression of Creatrix. That being stated, may you Be Free and Be as You Find Yourself. And, if the awareness of your thinking controls that, you have to ask yourself a simple question: Am I happy with what I'm thinking, because, you are most welcomed here.
Be godly, Be aware, Be.
Yes

JULY 2004
"Malachite" speaks:
Take a deep breath, now... Starting from this point: just notice your breath. Wherever you are, however you find yourself. Maybe you're reclining, maybe you're standing, leaning, sitting. Just come to a still point. Feel the energetic underneath the skin of your embodiment. Feel it smooth or racing. Feel the palpitations of the energy. Feel the pulse, notice your breath and close your eyes.
And simply, a “Story of One.”
It is in the awareness that in this embodiment, physics, and the environment with which it exists, your planetary world, there is no beginning, no end. A virtual reciprocity to itself, juxtaposing no thing, embracing all; the One is here indeed. Neither knowing or not, moving through all of creation - the true Creatrix - that which pulses and fills this reality, this vision, this sensorial madness with the inscription: I Am Here. And with this chaos of pure essence, there is containment, focus, a seeming rigidity, a path. Such a myriad of species - such an expanse of time. And truly, time is literally only the emission of energetic. So the past, present and future are scalable. Physical proof? At the same point as you are in this reality now, you can allow yourself to be wider in these moments: Let go of past, present and future - just be in the One. So many faces, thoughts, and beliefs.
And what is it all for? Why does it all take place? These are truly the questions of the swaddling clothed babe in all and every creature whether it looks human or otherwise. They may not comment as you; they will just notice life as an ongoing journey, a cycle. The story deepens of your cycle; about the journey of the many and the one that look like so many different aspects, so many separate parts of the Creatrix. And yet, influences itself by being so many pieces.
And how is it then that the human species finds itself where it is in these moments? Simple. Because of the chaos of creation in a physical form.
And how is it I can continue? By remembering: through all eyes, through all embodiments, all environments, all things physical and not: “I am Here,” resounds!
And it is that each and every one, in their humanity, are becoming as messengers. You have craved it for so long. Each and every one of you are awakening and pulling away the evening's sleep from your eyes and your mouth, rinsing to clear the film that bathes you. And yes, these are days of great emancipation. It is so beautiful to watch. The height of expansion and contraction all in the same breath. All and every thing that surrounds you and yours is coming full circle. You are coming to the places you have always wanted. You have wanted peace. You have wanted stillness. You have wanted bliss. You have wanted prosperity, attainment, and to be owners of your reality. What continues then is the awakening of the 'I Am here in all Things', and the totality of conscious honoring of it.
Yes, it doesn't look like there is a rhyme or reason sometimes of why said things take place. Epoch madness it may look like, or, beautiful, blissful deities that dance through all and everything. It is truly the same. It juxtaposes itself to all things. So, that's the awareness.
So, how does One that is All, the “I Am Here” then proceed? Because it's been stated: I am a part of all things; I am all things. How come I can't control my reality? And the ego chucks up its awareness.
For, indeed, this is what the human population and species is learning: control cannot be controlled, it can only be journeyed. There are decisions with pathways, byways and highways that you will choose in this life, seemingly a destiny, if you get in touch with your passion and let go of control. The passion of neither right nor wrong, the passion of what is real. And these are the times you find yourselves in. To speak and to avail yourself to the truth: beyond magistrate, jurisdiction or belief: to be the truth. Yes.

APRIL 2004
"Malachite" speaks:
And so, once again unto the voids…
To come to a place, a space, whereby you can absorb and still at the same moment be seemingly separate, yet, be all ways connected. To find the stasis whereby you can receive and give, commit and connect; expand, and in your expansion, notice contraction. And within the contraction, again, notice the expansion, for it is always and forever the expansiveness of reality. It may look at times that mortality is more real than the acceptance of living a life. And that’s really all, after awhile, can ever be appreciated.
Are you accepting your lives? Are you accepting what’s happening? Because, yes, I hear human egos scream, accept? “I don’t want to accept that. I want to change that.” The first level of changing anything is to recognize, obviously, you permitted it to be there in the first place. Acknowledge it, and then the fight for “survival” will not be so great with that which you are misaligned. Secondly, to acknowledge and bring it closer would be to accept the fact that it has a position. Accept that. And do all and everything, all and everything, within your awareness and your grasp to commune; to communicate, to acknowledge, to appreciate.
There will be times and moments where that which you want seemingly is unavailable. What do you do? You fight it? Do you nash teeth? Do you accept it? Do you love it? Your human species still has difficulty with allowing things to be as they are. Because you think they are inappropriate; ‘there’s got to be something wrong. It shouldn’t be that way‘. Well, that might be true, and, what do you do when it is that way, right now?
So, the greatest thing is to be the reflection that is not seen by the other. Reflect what they cannot see by making sure that you see it. It’s one thing to teach others to be loving and compassionate and murdering them if they are’t. It’s sort of a supercilious - laughable. And at the same point there has to be a space created whereby you, all of you, have the intention of accepting what’s happening. Of all the species, you struggle the most with this. And it is so very, very simple.
Speaking of simplicity, how simple is it in these moments, after digesting these words, to breath? Be where you find yourself, inhale, exhale. Acknowledge the form. Acknowledge the forum of your awareness. Look around you.
You may say, ‘I distain where I am!’ Well, if that’s your truth, and you’ve got situations, issues or problems in your life, then be like the wind. You know, the funny thing about the wind is, everyone thinks that the wind stops at some point. It’s very funny that way. The wind is not stubborn. It just keeps on moving. It’s like the Energizer Bunny: “keeps on keeping on.” If it can’t blow through you, it’ll blow all around you. Because its mission is not to blow you down. It’s mission is just to blow.
Be like the winds Beloveds, and what you’ll find out is sometimes when it feels uncomfortable, fall into the wings of that which is blowing when you feel you can’t make another decision because it’s too uncomfortable or painful. And ask in these moments after reading these words: ‘What, what am I willing to share of myself now?’ 
If you’re in a relationship, if you’re in a job, if you’re in a situation, issue, or problem: There are always situations that will come up! You call it doing right action. (I’d love to know what left action is.) Right action? How about simply, action? Who cares if it’s left or right! We know… You Do.
Action! Movement will always release that which is in bondage. Remember that beloveds in the days and weeks, months that come ahead.
Breathe deep. Know that you are god. Know that you are godly. 
Yes.

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